new address. hopefully it'll remind me to leave everything and move on. yes i probably have. but maybe ther'es this part that hasnt. even though this part hasnt moved on. i need to stop letting this part affect the rest of me. it's mot good.

ribbons and balloons. one represnts restriction one represent freedom. their both pretty and makes me happy somehow. of course the right amount at the right time.

i need to disappear from all that nonsense.