"never make a decision you'll regret"

that is one of the principles i TRY to live by and i constantly remind myself of it.

"even if you feel like you've made a wrong decision, make the full use of it because what's done is done"

i try to live by that too.
but i suppose inn the process of either, confusion and hurt kicks in once in a while. where you wonder what would happened if you've made a different decision. sometimes i feel like the decision is right sometimes i feel like it's wrong. no 2 routes will give you the same feeling. but sometimes while being on one route i do wonder what the other will be like.

i dont know i if i ever want to be on the other route but i do wonder what it'll be like. i know it's oartially wrong because i should focus and make the best out of this route, but i suppose i cant help it.

the worst part of everything?
it's difficult to tell anyone because it's difficult for anyone to comprehend.