i cant believe it. 5 weeks to prelim. it's happening. i cant believe it's REALLY happening. im quite scared. and sometimes i just feel like falling.. falling into dont know where.

i feel this saddness and happiness and uncertainty mixed.

today i realised something. nothing ever beats being independent. relying on nobody but yourself. people who promise they will be there.. etc. yadda yadda will never really be there to love and comfort. friends, family, lovers.. yes, they play a significant part in your life. they make you happy they accompany you when ur downright lonely and need a pair of arms sometimes, one day you'll find that only yours will permanently be with you.

love yourself because nobody can do it better than you.

let's dance under the stars in our own beat and feel the tinkle when we touch